Story of Recovery: Johnny

I am a preacher's kid from a small town in the South. My father was a minister at the local Baptist Church. My memory of conversion was when I was 9, I was sent to a church camp where bully ministers scared little boys by painting a picture of their souls as flawed and lonely, in danger of losing the friends in their presence and spending an eternity without God, family, and friends.
As I became older, I tended towards the analytical, and freed myself from much of the bleak view of the Universe that had been taught to me - the vengefulness and selfishness of God's damnation - and found some solace from feelings of perpetual guilt and fear. I'm 34 now, and while I've been living a full life full of curiosity and free of oppression, I'm finding pressure from my sweet, extremely religious parents overbearing and triggering old ( not-so-holy ) ghosts. In need of a full Recovery...